I am not sure where life is going to lead all of us. I have absolutely no idea what to do next: I am hurting! I am perplexed! I am utterly anxious! Please take my hand and show me what I should do next.”
In that instance and at that very moment, I felt God’s warm embrace clutching on to me and comforting my very fragile heart. With tears streaming down my face and a bit of snot – I let out a very loud cry and let go.
I must tell you though; the process has not been an easy one. Letting go, to me still feels a lot like giving up. Yet God always whispers in my ear that “For years in my Christian Journey, He has been waiting for me to let go and give all my worries, anxieties, fears, plans and failures to Him, so He could start building a better life that I deserve.” Marianne’s book reminded me that everything that I am and all that I have, could not possibly be Greater than the Universe or God. I am genuinely still getting the hang of it. But I take it all a day at a time.